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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم when I need them they are here to accompany me borrowing their shoulder to me to cry until their shirt getting wet when I'm miss them most I'm just whispering to Allah wish them in a good health with their good deeds I'm praying 'O Allah' 'let them entering Your Jannah' 'O Allah' "Please bless them!" when I have no one to talk they give me a call asking mine 'why dear?' 'please, keep trying!you can do it!' 'LA TAHZAN..INNALLAH MA'ANA' 'how are you?' 'hope you are in good health too' You know what? That's the words! Make me feel strong again! Made me keep believing! Test is just a piece of paper! and it may torn apart let the wind blowing the papers 'LIFE IS A TEST TO SEE YOUR FAITH TO HIM' 'O Allah' I miss them a lot Thanks for giving me these S.A.H.A.B.A.T in coloring my life to mama, papa, along, achik, acu, adik to NHMY, ZMS, 'M.A.' thanks a lo...

I'm crying a lot T_T it's soooo hard it's confusing

~sallu a'la khayr al-anam~ .:::lyrics:::.

my mind is working hard She's LOADING............. LOADING.................. LOADING................... and LOADING................... again **************************************************************** it is not about winning or losing it's about the moments you're trying to make that move tired maybe? sometimes the answer is yes but that moments are very special and priceless ***************************************************************** "keep trying and trust Him is the keyword to load the loading" BELIEVE HIM because there's no gain without pain "Allahumma yassir wala tua'ssir"

~it is about the quality, not the quantity~ credit to my SV, Dr. Norasiah Muhamad

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم assalamualaikum w.b.r. kakak pernah ingat saya buli kakak kecik-kecik dulu, suruh simpankan mainan, padahal saya yang sepahkan mainan? dengan pelat saya, saya panggil kakak 'tak long' kakak ingat x? kakak pernah ingat kalau umi marah-marah sebab mendidik kita, kakak berikan saya senyuman dengan berkata: "dik, jangan nangis ye.umi marah tu sebab kita yang salah" kakak pernah ingat kakak temankan saya yang penakut ni pergi mana-mana je yang saya minta? kakak ingat x? kakak, saya takkan pernah lupakan kasih dan budi kakak pada saya, seumur hidup saya.. saya sayang kakak..saya xmahu tengok kakak sedih-sedih.. kakak, itu kan ujian..macam kita ambil periksa..kita akan bersungguh-sungguh baca buku, fahamkan ayat-ayat yang berjela-jela panjangnya kadang-kadang, dengan bahasa yang kadang-kadang kita sendiri tak berapa faham..ditambah dengan persembahan cikgu-cikgu yang kadang-kadang kita sendiri mengantuk dengarnya dalam kelas.. tapi, demi sebuah kejayaa...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم alhamdulillah! ..no more tears.. ..yet pain.. no more! saying goodbye to them made me feel guilty sometimes but they have to leave me, alone with rainbow in my heart alhamdulillah!